I am talking about catching up after a disarray!

My mind has gone thousand miles. I have lost my steps and orderliness. Sometimes, its hard to pull ur self back from such gigantic mess!

So what am i thinking when im writing this post is that... am thinking about my study. I have been spending my weekend with nothing fruitful. They were all thrashes. I didn't read books, I didnt fill my blog... I did basically nothing. Sleeping... wasting time and be a total jerk!

I know... Ur therapist may say... Stop blaming yourself... and i do understand that pointing finger to urself would do nothing better. It makes things worst! But without any realization.... Nothing would have changed.